[Verse:] The notes in your pocket Are moments stole away And that's when life is hard Bits of nothing but workdays The feeling of fluid christmas That's how you always feel You hide in a dream You take with you The hope they try to steal Thunderstorms, your pale joy With ba*tard ghost calling Whether your heart break, leave the world Stop reaching, for you'll find morning You already paid for your mistakes You ran right into them Breast cancer, schizophrenia And all ??? is broken You dream a lot of your mom and dad And the provincial sweet blue sky Autumn is as beautiful as love And it k**s you as you rise Everything pulls out But none into your heart Counsel recs, empty football fields Childrens toys buried under the gra** Wish my life was like the [?] of a soft dog [?] except break your heart Midnight and magic I think I have figured it out Magic's the small chance of gifts The fireworks under the heaven The ashes of the school [?] A little cat that slept inside my coat An orchid stuck inside my throat