anyway, anyway, ok but anyway i fall in love every may and fall down every winter it's lust that keeps us warm through january keeps us on the telephone for another cold long year we talk of our problems our new birds and old fears it all seems repeated, seems all done before but you know me too well and i know you're too lonely it's only ice, just give me an hour and you know i'll be there to ruin your life again and you know i'll be there to put myself through it all again now it's a year later another cold winter my new may just told me it wasn't my fault i can't decide what i want i can't decide what she needs if i'm going to be lonely i'll do it alone inbetween god and girl lies a thousand men struggling to keep their heads, hopes and i don't know everything's so gray everything's always gray well everything's always beautiful, well i don't know and you know i'll be there to ruin your life again and you know i'll be there to put myself through it all again god painted us a perfect scene to stumble upon we'll lay down in the gra** and try not to f** it up. everywhere it's june, everyone wants june.. now it's cold outside