Colours Run - Apathy Ever After lyrics

I've been awake so long, I'm seeing shades Clouding the corners of a lovely day Cos I found my limit, now I'm washing away On the road to apathy ever after Stereo lotion for the overspill; we're just Elegant wasters with our lives to k** And we can't be empty if there's nothing to fill, honey It's the road to apathy ever after But if I come crawling back to your arms Turn me away; I'd only break your heart Don't let forgiveness fill your sweet thoughts Shadows and lust You know I can't be trusted Don't make holes you can't crawl out of Cos I've been alone so long, I'm losing faith Grown more peculiar with every day And why am I screaming when there's nothing to say, honey? Get me out of apathy ever after But if I come crawling back to your arms Turn me away; I'd only break your heart Don't let forgiveness fill your sweet thoughts Shadows and lust You know I can't be trusted Don't make holes you can't crawl out of That's your head inside the gla** dome Stranger in your own home Cut yourself, and call it love But I just hold you like a trophy Lead you down the lonely Avenues that I can't crawl out of