Colourful Grey - No Lighthearted Times lyrics

Restless and drunk I'm often awake 'till the dawn of the day Sunrise and breakfast Beautiful people having coffee and tea Looking through windows Houses with backyards Dogs barking at me Down in the station The rush hour is starting Time to get home When I open my eyes There are no colours to see No deep waterfalls No tall apple trees People keep saying 'You're an upcoming star' No lighthearted times if you don't know who you are Hopeless and poor Peals of laughter and shaking of heads Smiling but anxious It's not worth a top scorer leaving the game They don't believe that the things that they see Might be not as they seem They can't believe that the doubts and the fears Might be real