Color Theory - Unrehearsed lyrics

Maybe I'm glad to be back on my own After four nights of happiness taken on loan Filled with photos and cars, shameless cliches Lovesongs and daisies and sleeping by day I'll test my heart again in my own time Still I cling to the images fresh in my mind How you painted my heart, colored my day And now I'm left with just sketches in grey Why do you pull your hand away when I reach for you? Seems you can't remember That's not all you let me do Why are you smiling to yourself? Don't pretend you made me fall in love You tell me it isn't fair to pretend, Then you actually say you just want to be friends But you didn't pretend on that first night You couldn't stop shaking and I heard you cry I understand You love love better When it's unrehearsed It gets a little old Can't go on pretending That's why you pull your hand away when I reach for you Seems you can't remember That's not all you let me do Why are you lying to yourself? Don't pretend you made me fall in love Cause it's the truth