Color Theory - Now I Know lyrics

I brush my teeth And put the book I'm reading Back on the shelf Then dial six numbers on the phone Before I catch myself For the first time in seven months I can go straight to bed No need to call you up And document the day's events I meant it when I said that This would be our final fight So take this silence as my way to say So long, goodnight From here on out my time is my own I think of you whenever the phone rings Now I know I miss you I figure I'm long overdue To spend some time with my friends As retribution for the parties That I didn't attend I'm sure they understood That I could never follow through Out of the obligation To devote my time to you From here on out I'm making amends It's like the old days Back with my friends again Now I know I miss you From here on out it's "me" and not "us" So how come All they want to discuss is you? Now I know I miss you I've had a lot of time To think about my life Suddenly simple and convenient But I can't shake this feeling Faintly bittersweet Somehow incomplete without you It may amaze you to discover That my life can be ran Without the constant arguments About our future plans From here on out I'm playing by ear I've known you exactly a year today Now I know I miss you From here on out it's out of my hands I wouldn't mind Discussing those plans again Now I know I miss you Now I know I miss you Now I know I love you