(tom douglas) I know i've disappeared a time or two Along the way i lost me and you I needed a new town for my new start I'm sellin' vcrs in arkansas at a walmart I haven't had a drink in 19 days My eyes are clear and bright with-out that haze I like the preacher from the church of christ I'm sorry that i cried when i talked to you last night I think i'm on a roll Here in little rock I'm solid as a stone Wait and see I got just one small problem Here in little rock Without you Baby i'm not me Without you Baby i'm not me I don't know why i held it all inside You must've thought i never even tried You know your daddy told me when i left Jesus would forgive, but a daddy don't forget Lyin' here upon this motel bed Thoughts of you explode within my head Like a castle built upon the sand I let love crumble in my hand