Colleen Green - Deeper Than Love lyrics

Someday I hope for a lover to k** me It's the closest I can hope to get to anybody It's the closest I can come to being really free And there's a ring of questions on my mind lately Like will I find a love that lasts long as my life? Or will I die before ever becoming a wife? And I'm wondering if I'm even the marrying kind How can I give you my life when I know you're just gonna die? Is there anything stronger than biology? Is love being ruined by technology? Nowadays commitment seems like a burden to carry I don't wanna think about it I don't wanna (I don't wanna) Think about it (think about it) I don't wanna (I don't wanna) Think about it (think about it) I don't wanna (I don't wanna) Think about it (think about it) I don't wanna think about it It's too scary And the closest I can come to being really free Is letting my lover perform experiments on me Observe and an*lyse And empirically hypothesise Cos I wanna know real love so desperately But I think it's gotta happen scientifically Cos I'm scared Afraid of real intimacy You know, the kind they say happens psychologically Dressed up like a surgeon, you could open my heart Remove the brain and leave the body in charge No more emotions taking control We will pick a part and play out our roles Further than fantasy, deeper than love could ever be Further than fantasy, deeper than love could ever be And the only best friends I ever made Were people I knew I didn't have to see every day The closest to true love I ever came Was with someone I kept many miles away Cos I'm wary of eliminating distance This could surely be the d**h of Any romance Cos I'm sh**ty and I'm lame and I'm dumb and I'm a bore And once you get to know me you won't love me anymore And that possibility worries me the most Not harm or abuse or becoming a ghost It's the closeness, the intimacy I'm afraid, it might k** me