Coldrain - Colorblind lyrics

What if I painted skies Would I paint them black and white 'Cause my head clouds my eyes again I can't see what's wrong or right Nothing changes day and night When will I see the light again I feel so colorblind I feel so colorblind When I can't be here dreaming in grey I feel so colorblind I feel so colorblind Now I'm so distant from who I want to be I've been crying and crying somebody help If I'm trying and trying to be someone else Save me from myself What if I run and hide Let the whole world pa** me by Would I say that I lived when I die I could simply live a lie and say I tried But it just won't be the same I feel so colorblind I feel so colorblind Now I'm so distant from who I want to be I've been crying and crying somebody help If I'm trying and trying to be someone else Save me from myself Save me from myself In the dark I feel so numb Save me from myself So take me back to where I started from If I could have one wish Would you pull me out of here Show me a sign, show me the light Show me how to live again I feel so colorblind And I've been trying and trying but nothing helps Now I'm so distant from who I want to be I've been crying and crying somebody help If I'm trying and trying to be someone else Save me from myself