This little runaway Against the golden cusp She screams words of distrust To tease me As the motor turns to thrust Her skin the tone of rust Her eyes burning with lust Pray in disbelief This day be done A little switchblade, sister A dreaming of guns Your courage a disease It's strengthening me Oh I'll pull the trigger hun, oh girl, and watch it blow up Oh this I have wanted it more While I live in the blank I wish the past could come take it back So I could start it all over Oh this I have pushed to endure Just to find out it's breaking me Disgustingly fit into unhappily With the absolute questions "Is this what I need? Do I even feel this?" This burden's mine alone This world will never know As I live with it in tow Oh this I have wanted it more While I live in the blank I wish the past could come take it back So I could start it all over Oh this I have pushed to endure Just to find out it's breaking me Disgustingly fit into unhappily With the absolute questions "Is this what I need? Do I even feel this?" Oh I need a break From these random reality shifts And mood swings All good boys run home to mommy But you're not afraid no more Go in through the front door And give em hell, buddy All good boys run home to mommy But you're not afraid no more Go in through the front door And give em hell, buddy Oh I think I made a mess, I made a mess Oh this I have wanted it more While I live in the blank I wish the past could come take it back So I could start it all over Oh this I have pushed to endure Just to find out it's breaking me Disgustingly fit into unhappily With the absolute questions I can't find the answers to this life I can't find the answers to I don't think there any when there is just nothing I don't think there any when there is just nothing Hold on to what you have, never let go I'll find out what happens in the truth glow below Oh I think I made a mess, I made a mess