Code Poets - Watershed lyrics

[Phase Fate:] This is some tragic sh** My baby's gone And I don't know how I'm gon' feel 'bout it much longer She's got so much to say So much blame to place I wish I was in outer space But she's in my face Pointin' her finger to my iris I'd like to bite it sometimes The fire is alive inside, this Argument many times played out in my head Honestly some days I'd rather be dead With all of this he said she said Your mom felt inspired to perspire her stench And tell me that I'm the one to make amends f** that In my mind, I was being played for years Whether you meant it or not, I still left in tears When the smoke clears, I see our home for what it was A man kept afloat by hope And driven by love This isn't too rough to be alone all the time I got my sisters around No b**h to hold me down But I miss my boy and my girl Someday they're gonna live in my world 'Til that point, I'm gonna build a nice nest A place to sleep and invest my time best No vest needed, the shots you take don't Phase Fate The love-hate mourned From too-little-too-late [Off Topic:] Man, f** all that You've got you got your whole life in front of you Stand up and be proud Look what you've been through You're always gonna be CB from my perspective When I think about you cuz, I don't see those kids And I won't rap about the babys' momma 'cause it's not my business And I know E would grow up and kick my a** when he gets bigger I respect that It's not my demon to face I just hope the both of you can get them out of that place Before it's too late I see the pain in your eyes I know you're hurting inside I know that every time you think about it part of you dies And at the same time those same thoughts keep you alive Until your tears dry If it wasn't for you those kids never get born If it wasn't for you she'd be drugged out and gone If it wasn't for you I'd never finish a song And as long as I'm alive you're gonna always have a home So rise up Nobody can touch your rap I've seen you handle sh** that would have straight up broke me in half So f** that pill-popping drag, f** your pot-head dad And f** me 'cause I went nuts and broke up the band You don't know the inspiration that you've been to me, man And you'll never fall, as long as I've got strength in my hands I leave nothing to chance I got it under control And I can only say that because I've been though it all And if I haven't, then I know I got a friend I can call And if it's all going wrong And your weakness is strong Then we'll go broke on bullets Shooting one and all Why not? Get our chemicals altered and lifted Adrenaline-filled 30cc syringes Wanna keep living And see to my business Til reality catches up to all of my wishes And my teardrop count equals that of my kisses C'mon