Cocteau Twins - Ice-Pulse lyrics

I am inauthentic That's me not knowing who he is I feel understands me You don't love me I take heart Because I haven't reacted To create hurt He mocks Before me I could have done something differently You can't heal what you can't feel Half beyond the consequence and Hurt me must grieve Let betrayal in this Also I'd leave our dreams And best beyond chance What might have been I embrace my feelings Share them lonely Last the only may are these food I take heart Because I haven't reacted To create hurt You can't heal what you can't feel