Coby shelton - Freestylin lyrics

With this hatred and pain there seems there's always somebody to blame I look back upon my life wondering if I should pull out that knife goin through depression caused by my lack of aggression I act like words don't hurt my heart but when I get home I just want to restart I made a lot of mistakes just wondering if my life has a retake everyone callin me a failure so I prove them right I get home and I cry all night not giving any sh**s just me my thoughts and my wits my life is goin through hell nobody askin me if I'm well I just want to end it all just hoping I don't see tomorrow cuz if I go on like this my life gonna be filled with sorrow I keep the blade under my pillow case then for those days I drag it all over the place wondering who gonna miss me just thinkin who could it be They thinkin I'm a failure and now I do too thinkin bout the sh** I've been through never had a opportunity to get out my community cuz my rhymes never gonna take me places cuz these people all they see is my fake faces not giving a damn not even a little sh** thinking god I hope this is it j take the blade move it up my wrist not goin side to side but goin up and down thinking this isn't a twist