Coast to Coast - Geranium lyrics

I have learnt To love those who surround me To not be quite so selfish To warm the cold That manifests I let you sink into the mattress But I won't let you fill my lungs You left the light on When you knew I weren't coming home It still resonates with me When I have no where to go My room was full of trophies And pictures bearing smiles And now it's graced with self doubt And a resent for this lifestyle Geranium Still mocks me from the garden Light up my brain It hasn't felt anything for the past few days But I'm sure my rigid self will have his way You left the light on When you knew I weren't coming home It still resonates with me When I have no where to go My room was full of trophies And pictures bearing smiles And now it's graced with self doubt And a resent for this lifestyle Spiral into sadness Spiral into sadness The plants in the garden They've grown more than I have I'm stagnant and dormant A body of water The plants in the garden They all look the same Racking my brain failing to comprehend