Coal Cash - The Day I Died lyrics

Seems like the other day when I awoke to the sound Of screaming voices in my head still spinning around Spirit bound, my soul was like the rain pouring down Flooded my essence to the brink, feels like I'm destined to drown Found you lying by my side like we was husband and bride Her love was like the moon in tune to make my soul ride like cold tide Two worlds collide but you had something to hide When I think about it now I can't believe that you lied Tried to tell myself it wasn't me, but guilty hearts can never be free from the misery All this world has given me is nothing but a bitter taste A guilty past that everyday I wish I could erase You said you loved me but now I guess it's not the case You didn't have to say a word, I saw it in your face I guess my space in your heart took up a vacancy Where was you taking me Blinded by the love I couldn't see how you's was making me believing the truth, when I knew it's a lie You said it's you and I, but you were sly an had another guy I wonder why I even thought it would work How could you love me right when all I brought you was hurt I'm the same sort of jerk to start a fight and go berserk And blame it all on you when I do the same dirt Your name remain to lurk in the hallways of my memory Trying to forget but still I can remember thee When you use to touch me when I couldn't be reached And all the walls I built you seemed to easily breach Teached you how to love someone so you gave me your heart I gave ya my heart in return but still we drifted apart Should I start to reminisce about the way we entwined How I called you sunshine and held you close in the night time I might find another love to pursue Something that's true, but really I didn't want to I wanted you, and that's all that will do So next time you think about it, here's to thinking on you I use to wish I didn't make it that day I would of died there in your arms, left you with nothing to say Maybe life is something precious but I threw it away Cuz I loved you more than life b**h, loved you more than life [2x] Thinking back to that night, I should have left it alone Too many problems on my mind, to try and talk in the phone So I went to your home hoping to catch you alone When I walked in the door that's when I went in the zone Heard vocal tones laughing but what was the joke When I saw his f**ing face almost had heart stroke Wanted to choke the little f** and leave his neck broke That's when I realized that I was the joke So I spoke not a word but I looked in your eyes No love was there for me only d**h in disguise Rise to your feet but I was already gone Halfway to the door before you grabbed at my arm Screaming stay calm, f** calm that sh** was on Threw you to the floor like you was holding a bomb Gone through the door before you got to your feet d**h was in my eye, all I saw was the street My heart skipped a beat as I saw that car coming Brain yelling stop but my heart kept running You said something but them words mean nothing After that I jumped in and got done in I use to wish I didn't make it that day I would of died there in your arms, left you with nothing to say Maybe life is something precious but I threw it away Cuz I loved you more than life b**h, loved you more than life [2x]