Cloves - Up and Down lyrics

So how's today gonna feel? Need to open my eyes to know what's real Now come with me, come through heavy haze And I wish I could unsay words I'm chained And I'm up and down All of me has turned inside out And I'm up and down Now I've wasted the day Made no plans by to slowly waste away And over and over, it never ends And I guess I'll just get back into bed And I'm up and down All of me has turned inside out And I'm up and down I'm only ever (Half asleep 'cause I'm too early) And I don't ever (get to laugh and it's not funny) And I (Fall so deep) And I'm already down And I might not come around And I'm up and down All of me has turned inside out And I'm up and down And down And I'm up and down Turn inside out I'm up and down And I'm up and down Turn inside out I'm up and down I'm saying our last goodbyes And I'm not coming down I'm saying our last goodbyes And I'm not coming down I might not come around I might not come around I might not come around I might not come around