Client - Soldier lyrics

Get drunk, I get high Get home, I wonder why Get lost, get high Coming down, I get why Going fast, going small I just don't know where to go Going down, gonna be the best Bad dreams in my head I'm a soldier Can't find, confused Get a grip on what to choose Can't strain, restrained I'm aware of this problem now True nature, feeling pain Bad (fighting), ... Brainwashed and brain-dead Lot of words in my head I'm a soldier