Clariyah - 10 Toes Down Challenge lyrics

So much pain in my heart, I buried deep inside All the sh** that I've been through don't know how I'm alive But I know that God has got he's the reason I survived, and my mama she's a blessing just for walking in on time Nah I never had a dad, nah I never knew the love What was going on in my life, how I'm suppose to know the trust? Every man I know has left, how am I suppose to know respect? Broke in a broken home, all I felt was my neglect All I saw was mamma hurt, all I saw was mamma cry She was deep in that depression, who was there to wipe her eyes? Who was caring for my brothers? Who was taking caring of sis? Yeah you bet the f** I did I was daddy to those kids Now my babies growing up and I miss 'em all the time But I'm trying to make a check so I can give 'em better lives And my mamma did her best, but she need to rest her feet Gotta repay my mama for all the sh** she done for me Ain't nobody ever help us we were almost on the street Food bank first in line when we had nothing to eat Three babies that were hungry and just mama and me All this family around and still no place for me to sleep It's funny how people will treat you only call you when they need you, when you down and disappeared now you up and they wanna see you Now they talking bout I see you, oh you see me, why? Before your girl was popping would've thought that you was blind Don't you talk bout the struggle if you never lived a day Don't you say you can feel my pain unless you truly can relate Don't say that you was down when in my worst you gave me space Had no food up in the house but still had too much on our plates So talk about me like you know me Spread the rumors for the hype Tell the people who I am like you know sh** about my life Once my friends smile in my face, but to my back they got a knife & they would lay out all my business just to get a couple likes f** it, lay out all my business just to ride a couple dicks And they mans is Riyah fans so they pulling out the pics Saying Riyah that's my b**h Known her since she was a kid b**h you tripping think you slick, why the f** you telling fibs? Man I hate when b**hes name me Hate when b**hes play me Hate when b**hes think they got the power and can change me Been through hell and back and I'm still waiting at the gates, in case these b**hes trying to test me and they think to play it safe But yo shout out out to my day one, always been my main one. Even when we make it won't forget 'bout where we came from. f** the sh** we did, but I'm proud of where we at And I promise when I get it, I ain't never going back