Clap Your Hands Say Yeah - As Always lyrics

I end up too weak to fake it And you just suggest I throw it all away Giving up too many afternoons Now to groping for some apparition when I should just be getting back to you Open up How can I open up? I'm going to be like you as soon as the voices stop Here's someone I never met before Where the clown invites the clown, I'll take you down and down and down Remember we go Sooner or later I will change and we will be all right Never asked for an apology You know I don't believe in mixed emotions I can see we can't control the world With your voice now front and back of me I think you had me confused with the man who lost his nerve The man who fell to Earth