Clandestien - My enemy and i lyrics

Hows it going man time has flown Tell my mother and little brother ill soon be home My time's short only 2 months in left before i board and ship out and take a rest Allways on edge damn my hand shakes ive just been 2 weeks in the bush now im on a 3 day break Thats qhy im writing do my duty or die trying Dont worry but we lost 2 guys in some firefighting Remember kev yeah? He caught one in the chest knocked him down with a round deflected off his flat vest lucky ba*tard musnt have been his time Some live some die now i just dont ask why I just keep going if it comes i dont wanna be knowing just let it be quick But i think soon ill be coming home But either way i keep my head down and pray Knowing its only a few more weeks a few more days before i see your face, man i can't wait I stay up late thinking, but i can't sleep anyways I tell it straight and i said ????????? k**ed a man with a gun in my hand and watched him die First time is hard third time is easy but it was either him or me you see you gotta believe me I didn't want to do it and this war is sh** And in the village they ?? The man and little kids Have you seen tge reports or read it in the news and what your friends say about me being here isnt true I didn't ask, thus letter will be the last so say good day to my mother and give a hug to little mark Big brother its me mark i asked mother and so she helped me start Im well feeling great still doing my art writings hard Your girlfriend helping my spelling mistakes Did you tell her to kiss and hug me? Thanks alot now i got girl germs Her and mommy are worried they go to church I think they pray for you they say so it won't hurt Anyway im getting older im big now Im gonna grow up like you and be a soldier I told her yesterday and she started to cry, cause i scraped my knee playing armies outside Shes ao silly i think shes getting old She can't ever find me to sting me with the d**hhold My friends say stuff like a mortar hit you but dont worry tho i got them back with my water pistol I sorta miss you im still having fun tho hurry up and win the war ao you can come home Then we can go out to the garden and play GI joes with the empty carton i made into a base Well have a great time you should see my new soldier snake eyes Anyway im running out of room so go get the baddies bro and ill see you soon Dear mam im writing with regret to inform you of a pa**ing, your loved one is dead For me its not easy, for you even harder But theres allways light when it gets darker Mastering his moves you wouldve been proud Unless a man coulda work a day in his shoes Around and in any fire he kept his cool while others broke out into pores of sweat Tools were checked he accepted the rules in order to succeed we must sacrifice in the form of a life Even if that means only the wife will be taking the children to school With all the respect the defence forces is a tight group Your son did exactly what he was asked to do You raised a child to be a man with heart Yours sincerely officer in charge