Clancy Maverick - The Relapse lyrics

[Hook] I wish that I could cut you off. But you still know my every flaw I wish that I could taper off, taper off, taper off I feel you k**ing me inside. And you think I wouldn't notice much I never loved like this before, but you'll never feel the same way [Verse 1] You've wrapped yourself around me like a noose or a tourniquet I thought that I could rock with you, but you're just a burden and You've taught me a lesson that I am currently learning and I wish that I could talk to you, but don't wanna hurt again Cold feet, cold shoulders, cold sweats, cold turkey I'm certain this addiction has the power to hurt me So I lock myself away, so nobody disturbs me I'm relapsing from you. I keep crashing from you How'd this happen to me? I thought I cut off my ties! But you're creeping, and you're keeping me around with your lies Foreign objects going in, going right beneath the skin Does it sting? Does it burn? Still, I see no returns Only pain, only loss, only suffering around me I always end up in the same place that you found me And everywhere I look, addiction's all around me This liquor river's gonna drown me [Hook] [Verse 2] So sick and tired of fighting, denying blindly Ignoring all of the demons I have inside me I feel a darkness that's creeping up from behind me Like a shadow, my existence is shallow, so lets rewind it I find it amazing, you've played me which such excitement Like a child's toy box, straining my voice box, you look inside it And find that everything you thought was a dream Was really consequence unraveling. You've got in too deep Now your skin's getting pale and you struggle to sleep And your mental is restless, and you feel incomplete Without a drug or a woman, or both, so what's the difference? When you find you ain't got either then you feel something's missing And now that you're tripping, you're put under suspicion Everybody's sick of feeling pain, so they're growing distant You can try all you want, but no matter how resistant If nobody can trust you, then nobody will listen [Hook] [Bridge] I wish that I could sober up. You always say I'm not enough But I don't feel the same way, I don't hear what you say So now I think it's over I wish that all we had is love. Instead, I think we're breaking up I finally broke my habits, I lose you when I have it So now I'm getting sober You have always been my drug. You will always be my drug [Hook]