Clan Of Xymox - Internal Darkness lyrics

Sunshine, I wait for dawns recurrent light I ponder in my narrow house and warm myself Moonlight, calmly shines through the night I stare at these old photographs, my heart beats fast I find no peace to read or write My soul is lost, my spirit's down There's no one in the dark My little world has lost it's light The dim serene, I can't escape at all and my thoughts reveal I can't forget the better days behind closed doors I'm still confused and longing for Behind these lowered window blinds I'm holding back the tears and find I think I shall never know Why I'm like this and you are so We all grow, what happened through the years where dreams lie still I tried to change it all and found dreams lie dead I can't redo it all again