Clan Of Xymox - Judas lyrics

Looking now at you I feel confused I hate to be the one to break the news Knowing now the way I feel for you Knowing I could feed my heart anew So many times , in so many ways I lose myself in bitter pain So many times , in so many ways I'd lose myself in stupid games So many , so many I did bruise I am a Judas after all I am a Judas after all I lie in wait , for better days I desecrate my only faith I take the bait and turn the page Wipe the slate, I'll get it straight I lie in wait, for better days I lie in wait till everything is o.k I always thought you knew me through and through Staking out the love I always knew I change my pace and history today Make these stains of guilt wash away So many times , in so many ways I lose myself in bitter pain So many times , in so many ways I'd lose myself in stupid games So many , so many I did lose I am a Judas after all You said it once , it happened before my own eyes I lie in wait, for better days I take the bait and turn the page I lie in wait, for better days I take the bait and turn the page