Cla**ified - Ups And Downs lyrics

Damn, another migraine* Vision blurred., eyes strained I need another gel cap Cause once this headache hits it's a sure trip to hell n back I got too much on my mind This lifestyle I lead got my health on decline I ain't as quick thinking as I once was, huh I guess that's what smoking j's and blunt does Even my freestyle getting worse I'm losing it can't connect the missing words And everybody wanna get a verse But when I say I got no time, they get their feeling's hurt Daddy hey what's up baby girl Your the only thing that make sense in this crazy world Through all the madness and the sickness I know that I can look to you for love and forgiveness What's you momma doing? Oh she's cooking diner Well daddy gotta write this song, go on and cook it with her I'll be in soon, soon as I get finished And tell you mom I'll get the laundry done and do the dishes But who we kidding I can't even do that right. I mean I can. But my mind stuck on Halflife I'm trying to find somebody I can pa** the mic Who got the drive and will make the same sacrifice I did. And yea I signed a couple guys But I guess I didn't do my job, at least in their eyes I wasted too much time, and some dope beats But it's back to the grind, same old me The sun's shinning again, satisfaction Oh Canada, it just went platinum I'm hitting plateaus, I never thought my rap flows would hit. And actually making real cash flow off this sh** Last year, I felt like I was everywhere The even heard me from Regis and Kelly's chair The Olympics the Juno's I did it. All of this all from one son, I'll admit it Am I a one hit wonder? I don't think I am But the thought crossed my ming, the I erased it And for the video, we asked everybody out And no black people showes, then they called me racist Maestro told me, Stay off the message boards Cla**y But I'm sick of all these rap geeks Talking out their a** checks, Hanging off every word Cla** speaks. But anyway that's last week. This week, I'm about to move out I just bought a couple acres and built a new ajouse sh** it feels good to be doing what I love And those who hate, f** you, I earned what I got I use to think that money changed the man Now I'm thinking that it changes those around you A lot of people wanna hand on and drowned you So I gotta watch the people who surround Luke I Know who my friends are It'll reflect in my memoirs. Life's a trip of joy and challenges I just gotta learn to live it and balance it.