CJTopOff - 18. lyrics

[Verse 1: CjTopOff] I be posted on the corner Waiting for the Marijuana These days I see the weed man more than my own momma I'm a junkie for the weed, hit the pipe that's what I need I'm an LSD fiend and I'm only 18 I been living like a hobo, even though I'm in the house High up in the acid house and I don't think I can get out She hit my line, I hit my pipe, and I forget to hit her back Now she say I'm changing, and it's over she can't handle it Meanwhile I'm on LSD, so everything she say to me Feel like stick and stones, so physically that sh** is breaking me You can go and pray for me But there is no way saving me Because I am a puppet broken free from mental slavery Now I am a refugee, I'm in the flowers running free Please do not come rescue me, just let me lay and lie in peace People say I saved their lives, and now they calling me the best Meanwhile momma thinking I'm a failure and a piece of sh** She know I'm intelligent and could have went to any school But I had to chase my dream, and now she thinking I'm a fool She think cuz I rap, that I'm just always trynna keep it cool What The f** is cool, you grew up the outcast of the school They say CJTOPOFF, why the f** are you not famous yet Cuz ignant n***as do no use the thing that is inside their heads Society is like a blood cripping, with two weapons ready to fire if you think different, because they look and act and tell you that they f** with you but then charge you a piece of paper they invented just so you can get some food. (Damn!) [Chorus] x4 If Hell is real then I gotta BE ready I'm still here on the floor where you left me [Outro] I'm Ready x3 I'm still here on the floor where you left me