Cj Trillo - Ars Gratia Artis lyrics

[Intro] This is Ars, this is Trill, this is Heavy, this is me This is how my soul responds when I am questioned by the beat This is how I feel at night, when I be sleeping by myself So this is how I base my heart and personality's wealth My pressure is deeper than depths of space I've folded too many times and co-existed with fakes Sounds weak, right? Like… tryna stop on a green light All ga**ed up from this scene might just stop rapping and sing like: I really need somebody, tell me you're that somebody One time for my real life, I've died out and dived in Just to see how that feels like, so my testaments keep piling [Chorus] Just the very thought of lifting free Drum this fear out, bring me to my knees Cross your fingers, change to grow A wish is all we'll ever know [Verse 1] This is how I live, and this is how I breathe So this is how I plan on making real life out of dreams If these were my last words before I pa**ed away I hope they spell out most of what my mixtapes had to say So this go'n be that first time that I break off from that Bullsh** that y'all may call Real Raps, hell naw Real looking like it fell off I'd bare all and share pay if this trill music got air play Y'all shank shots from these airwaves but its green gra** On my fairways Look, enough with the rapping on beats Let me be blunt, they don't think anything of it when this sh**'ll happen to me So I wanna be, everything me Anytime anything happened to C Jaded from everything mapping my being So anything I become something I need, it's me [Chorus] Just the very thought of lifting free Drum this fear out, bring me to my knees Cross your fingers, change to grow A wish is all we'll ever know [Verse 2] Old flow but the world feel new So it's dope when you're rapping and the words still you Still trill for the letters in my name so I'm tryna put in work For the better of the game Got to see it right cause this sh**'s like agents Ain't nobody playing ain't nobody got patience Everybody foul everybody gotta fragrance Everybody loud, don't nobody know cadence This is my drop off, my vanity Don't seem to fit where I plan to be So I plead the fifth to my sanity This heart regrets a lone path, ain't no architects in my past Kept this art and thinking I'm good So never will I fall to thinking I've pa**ed Speaking of the fall, the leaves have turned red Represents the trees that spoke in my head Did it for the pile of hope on my desk And just a little flower coat when I rest, and everything's good [Chorus] Just the very thought of lifting free Drum this fear out, bring me to my knees Cross your fingers, change to grow A wish is all we'll ever know