City Of Ashes - Recovery lyrics

I stare back at the changes, where I wanted to be by now Is writing songs of happiness, and having myself figured out But I'm just a disappointment, it becomes clear to me When this winter's over, I'll still be here, choking on uncertainty I've grown to know, there's no future for me It's just about the time it took to give up on our fantasies Back up, give out, 'cause I can hardly breathe This pressure's growing in my head, and I can hardly see This is the journey of recovery The loss of all I swore to keep so near And that my fear is that I'll wake one day in purgatory With all the things I used to love a slowly faded memory I've grown to know, there's no future for me It's just about the time it took to give up on our fantasies Back up, give out, 'cause I can hardly breathe This pressure's growing in my head, and I can hardly see way up here Nobody cares if inside I'm dying As long as the songs in my head keep trying To convince everyone I'm something I'm not Under constant pressure my heart might stop Nobody cares if inside I'm dying As long as the songs in my head keep trying To convince everyone I'm something I'm not Under constant pressure my heart might stop Nobody cares if inside I'm dying As long as the songs in my head keep trying I've grown to know, there's no future for me It's just about the time it took to give up on our fantasies Back up, give out, 'cause I can hardly breathe This pressure's growing in my head, and I can hardly see way up here