City Lights - The Best Decision lyrics

I'm in over my head Just begging you To tell me something I can hold on to For one more endless night I'm so sick of sleeping here Stuck in my own mind Wondering if I'm in the right place Call it what you want But I feel empty Like a courthouse On the fourth of July I'm sick of spending all this time Between who I am And who you want me to be My self-improvement can't be sacrificed And I won't let you pull me Back under your spell Won't make the same mistake again If I knew then What I know right now I would have buried this sh** Six feet under the ground Saying goodbye to all your obstinance And selfishness Might be the best decision That I've ever made