City Light Thief - Cloudburst~Torrent lyrics

I need to find a place to hide From aerials and commitments From the dawdlers their a**istans It is a laissez-faire of our future A putting in and taking out And we're not sharing expectations And so I'll Be in the vault by the time the clouds burst And the waves stream to the four winds Dear departed, there's silver lining to every end We'll be much brighter as fragments Wrong coordinates, false dates and times and anchors I remember where it started Dateless rhymes and expectations Coping with the changing weather Intercontinental divides Between your alphabet and mine Speaking in tongues, but cipher in rhymes And in the patter we'll get by So would you excuse me now for a second? Could you do without me for a year? I would love to live the illusion That there is no more need to be here And then I would be no longer, see no longer Surrendering my defences to you And then my head could be The bare muscle that it once was Not sharing the same hunger, not knowing your thirst And all these clouds would finally burst And open up some space So that in the end I can give my absolutions To each and everyone who shared this ride And the tempest would move on To ruin and reconstruct another soil And trust In my finest clothes I'd prance around Through all the furrowed fields Of a place where no one ever dared to think That we are all just dressed in foreign feathers I know, I once stated, that I'd seen it all But I have to admit that by now I can tell neither true nor false And this is what I remember: I've never been more than a collection of bad habits (Of) good intentions and distractions But for a second there I got you, and made you believe That I can see a song in everything, that I learned to draw from all capacities But my secrets have always been carved in the woodwork You never got to know me and this is all truth there ever was This all truth there ever was So I'm letting go of all my beliefs May they sink well together In the last most reliable source In these times of changing weather