City Fidelia - Self Conscious lyrics

[Verse 1: Carpé DM] It ain't worth the headache It ain't worth the drama It ain't worth the headache It ain't worth the drama No need for validations No need for validations [Verse 2: City Fidelia] We so self conscious That's why on timelines we be trying to look flawless Spending time in school cause pops wants a doctorate Watching all the churches Making profit out if prophets Who can I trust Only the man that be standing above And forgives when I lust Sorrows got drinks in my cup Big brother done told don't f** these things up Because we never have nothing You giving them the real all these n***as need to chill Cause they always be fronting Fake gold in they grill Screaming money talks But they ain't saying nothing I certified , I'm bonified Born to fly n***a living like I'm suppose to die Nice guys don't fly even Jesus got crucified [Bridge] I've been grinding for a minute it's not paying All my homies getting dough is so persuasive Let's talk about FreeDumb Let's talk about FreeDumb I've been feeling self conscious Ever since I got freedom [Verse 2: City Fidelia] I've been feeling self conscious Feeling self conscious If it wasn't for all of my homies girl I would of lost it Said that you got me but now you know you ain't about it No one's about it Like my n***as are bout it I don't really f** with y'all n***as I don't really talk to y'all n***as Rolling with my muthaf**ing riders Tell me what you want from a n***a Oh no he's cussing again That's not expected from him Forget expectations unless I'm expecting A baby my man But I can't picture a wedding or kids Sorry mamma it is what it is The way my life going seems like I won't Cop you a crib Type of sh** that be up in my mind That's why I be stressed all the time Got shawties that hit up my line I tell them don't worry I'm fine [Chorus: City Fidelia] I've been feeling self conscious Feeling self conscious When times got hard You weren't about it I've been self conscious Feeling self conscious Everyone doubted You left when it counted I've been feeling self conscious Feeling self conscious When times got hard You weren't about it I've been self conscious Feeling self conscious Everyone doubted You left when it counted