Circus Maximus - Why Am I Here lyrics

Falling through the oceans of life... I sense the sorrow I picture the pain from the stream of life that I'm in Feel the fire burning through the sphere tonight What is this thing that I see? Someone wake me up from this nightmare! If I only could get through the night It would be a revelation The understanding of nothing... seems so far away Why am I here... down on this lonely road? I can feel there's no on here I'm slowly fading into nothingness Why am I here... down on this lonely road? I try to speak, but I can't find the words to say It was only a dream. His body senses relief He washes of the night from his face Followed by a look in the mirror Something doesn't feel right here Who is this man I see? Somehow he can't recognize himself Why am I here... down on this lonely road? I can feel there's no one here I'm slowly fading into nothingness Why am I here... down on this lonely road? I try to speak, but I can't find the words to say (the word to say... oh no) Like a child he is scared by the absence of light Abducted by himself. Crippled by the mind The will must contrive the mind Why am I here... down on this lonely road? I carry on... Why am I here... down on this lonely road? Down on this lonely road I can feel there's no one here I'm slowly fading into nothingness Into nothingness I fade Stop locking me in! Why can't I get out of here? I've been lost in the long forever Lurking alone again