Circa Survive - Fever Dreams lyrics

Sinking into my awareness realizing what's been done I've taken a life and mine for granted Neither planned or in pa**ion riddled with guilt and crazy panic my body tells my mind to run into the forest towards the mother though I've destroyed her favorite son All the things I should have done, All the things I should have done Execution style in the courtyard where everyone awake can witness the cowardly shot into the temple all because I lost my temper Burn the evidence, flee the scene always keep those fingers clean Devil eyes stare into mine they say there is no place I can hide Now I must compare the consequence end my life or just confess I won't last a minute in confinement Either way I'm going to hell All the things I should've done Oh, oh, oh All the things I should have done Oh, oh, oh Either way I'm going to hell Either way I'm going to hell All my life pa**ing before my eyes All the time I was awake You were alive and just arriving I couldn't see your eyes All that is love is ever lasting I didn't realize I was awake