Cinematic - Spoke To Myself lyrics

Spoke to myself said "Wish I loved you better" Wish I saw it clearer The person in the picture The one I see so often The one I'm striving for The one with the warm face The one I can't ignore Telling myself how I wish I knew you better I wish I told you sooner How proud I was to know ya The man without a limit The man I do adore The man with the warm skin The one I can't ignore I want you to be what I can not be myself I've held you back again Oh what was I thinking I want you and no one else I'm losing track Again Snow begins to stick and I'm missing you Missing you, missing you, missing you Physically extinct and I'm missing you Missing you, missing you, missing you Words don't count for sh** now they've torn us apart You're memories are thick like snow in your past And you know I'm missing you Missing you, missing you, missing you There is no peace to be found upon this paper This f**ing bit of paper Its empty and its wasted Everything I'm saying All these little words When its just me you're doin Dirty 21st Irony speaks out Before it couldn't touch her Right Bigger than this life That's why it gets hard Leave us all to miss you Never said bye Always remember you don't want me to cry I want you to be what I can not be myself I've held you back again Oh what was I thinking I want you and no one else I'm losing track Again Snow begins to stick and I'm missing you Missing you, missing you, missing you Physically extinct and I'm missing you Missing you, missing you, missing you Words don't count for sh** now they've torn us apart You're memories are thick like snow in your past And you know I'm missing you Missing you, missing you, missing you Push to the Limit of my love Wanna let you know Wanna let you know Push to the Limit of my love Wanna let you know Wanna let you know Push to the Limit of my love Wanna let you know Wanna let you know Words don't count for sh** now they've torn us apart You're memories are thick like snow in your past And you know I'm missing you Missing you, missing you, missing you