Cide Effect - Insanity prod.Mac&tire lyrics

[verse. CideEffect] I know this is not what you wanna hear I thought I should be honest here Calm and clear comments for the common ear I've written sonnets for a lot of years just to conquer fear These notes are my religion Because i know my soul is missing Its a coping mechanism I show a flow so sadistic That it steals your hope when you listen I explode and go ballistic Sweating like I'm leaving a sauna Its hard to keep calm I can't breath when I wanna I don't end a sentence I just lead with a comma I wanna be on a beach with a pina colada I'll be gone in autumn if i get a job I stall in an automatic Im what you call a tragic Accident. After this action is over I'm crafting a pa**ionate poem for My lack of having a sober thought My gla** doesn't have a coaster Im a f**in human sacrifice So ill never look pa**ed tonight I've been rappin for half my life Snappin at the sight Of a track and battlin flashes of light No one has what i have on the mic Voice is like a stab from a knife I'm commin in the night, you're a celibate dike If you're bumping this I know I'm telling it right I write in the candle lit light, light press on the pen Penmanship terrible, tear a hole in the note I spent Half the night writing just to sound bearable Then start again