Cian Ducrot - anyone but her lyrics

It's cold in New York She found a lover that could keep her warm Breathing snowflakes from the moment she woke up 'Cause she was never enough Her mind is numb She calls her parents for the things that she's won Maybe then they'll say they're proud of what she's become 'Cause she was never the one At least if she was hurting She could feel it every day Bet it all on Narcan So she slowly slipped away That same night in her regular bar A Piece of her died, trying to get too far She could only see What she was taught to believe She lost her fight, that's the fu*ked up part A piece of her died 'cause she tried too hard To be anyone but her Was exactly what she wanted to be One hour of sleep, no more She would go to class in clothes from the night before Convinced herself it was better She was keeping up with the lectures While everything else made her dead inside Maybe she'd be fine with one more line At least if she was hurting She could feel it every day Bet it all on Narcan So she slowly slipped away That same night in her regular bar A Piece of her died, trying to get too far She could only see (only see) What she was taught to believe (what she was thought to believe) She lost her fight, that's the fu*ked up part A piece of her died 'cause she tried too hard To be anyone but her Was exactly what she wanted to be Anyone but her Anyone but her Anyone but her Anyone but her Anyone but her Anyone but her That same night in her regular bar A Piece of her died, trying to get too far She could only see What she was taught to believe She lost her fight, that's the fu*ked up part A piece of her died 'cause she tried too hard To be anyone but her Was exactly what she wanted to be