ChuggaBoom - Ohana Means Family (You Bastard) lyrics

I wake up again to voices inside my head Telling me I am not good enough They want me to find something new, something better Not satisfied with my state of consciousness No! What is this? I don't want to go yet and take another breath I'm feeling my heartbead fade And I don't know what to say Don't know what to say to YOU! Oh I think I made a ma**ive mistake Out of desperation I signed away And now I can't see myself in the mirror I'm freezing cold but I just needed to see her One more time! Can you see me darling? Can you hear me? I'm sorry It's ended like this Don't search for my body I don't want to see your tears I did not want to leave you all behind You should still be mine I'm trying my best to not leave you bereft But I am stuck between life and d**h Please don't do this to me I'm not prepared to live in infinity I'm counting the days Since I last told you I loved you I just wanna feel your touch One more time! Can you see me, darling? Can you hear me? I'm sorry It's ended like this Don't search for my body I don't want to see your tears I did not want to leave you all behind You should still be mine I'm trying my best to not leave you bereft But I am stuck between life and d**h Living in half existence Day in and day out and day and out again Never able to let you know I am still with you every second You're not alone I'm feeling so alone I'm feeling so alone I can't Exist Like this So alone I Can't Exist Like this So alone No I did not want to leave you all behind You should still be mine I did not want to leave you all behind You should still be mine I'm trying my best to not leave you bereft But I am stuck between life and d**h Living in half existence Day in and day out and day in and out again Never able to let you know I am still with you every second You're not alone No you're not alone No You're not alone