Chuck Dukowski - What I See lyrics

This feeling haunts me Behind these eyes The shell seems so empty Though I wonder if anything lives inside? I want to live I wish I was dead My heart aches to bleed I'm cheated from what I see Freedom holds a double-edge for me I look in your eyes and see... I want to live I wish I was dead I don't want to think I'm stuck here and I know it I don't want to see Make me close my eyes I want to live I wish I was dead Life's cold Every thing's inside I need to feel But turn my mind off The desperation begins From the start I see the end Not right, I'm not right, you're not right I've got to close my eyes I look in your eyes And see its always this way Live the lie and take a dive Just to make it die I want to live I wish I was dead I've just got to close my eyes I've got to close my eyes I've got to close my eyes