Christon Gray - Magic or Mayhem lyrics

[Intro: Christon Gray] Roses Right, Right Thank you Jesus Right, Right [Verse 1] Yo Here I am half awake late it's like, 4 a.m lot of thoughts caged in I'm praying that my pen plays its position in the playpen of my heart and minds endless decisions The name of my prison I've been sittin' in is unknown Brother's busted son is a s**a' for love 'Love Jones' Listen to the tale as I tell you of two being weighed on my scale Listen I'm mister middle man with little understanding of how to manage a companion During this specific time Not in my prime in Christian living So why am I giving all my time to these women? [Verse 2] Well for a minute to us uno in my pupil But nowadays, Chris is seeing double vision One eye closed, the other is wide open Find broken promises that I made to me and her Sweet dreams baby girl, it seems the dreams avert Put the dream on hold, it seems there's still some things to learn A churn in tummy made a funny bone turn To a frown looking down with eyebrows of concern She's still holding every real moment We ever had, it made her sad Automatically seeming like a dream down the drain To change the dreams I help her have It's like a nightmare in her brain And I'm scared that I might scare her away Well, let me explain I'm going through some things Uh, I'm going through some things [Verse 3] So in the mean; I wonder why it's me I've never been between Two loving hearts for C-H-R-I-S-T-O-N Never knew, no, no! That I could meet someone after I fell in love Maybe I'm Trying to hold on Hold on Let me go back Back to the beginning, let me slide back the blinds cuz ya Ya got to see the climax inside Leaving her house; I ride back in silence It's 2:20 a.m New music playing The old one fading but the new one faze in And as my world turns, instead he's asking is this Magic or Mayhem? Magic or Mayhem? Magic or Mayhem?.... [Verse 4] Yo, I couldn't even guess Cuz, wow! This new pretty got my eyes undress The whole time I wonder what I just left See, I thought that we were in love But all our memories-pain The whole pickin' 9 cents Yeah I framed a whole different mindset Cuz then there was us With no I.D And then I found lust; the more I see All the while, it was just insecure I-T All the while, it was just insecure I-T [Outro: Christon Gray] Man. I'm so sorry I did that to you. I'm still learning...