Christian Rich - The Grey lyrics

[Chorus] Found myself in the thick of it once again Guess I lost myself in the thick of it once again Guess I saw ahead of me and I just tossed everything And got steadily oh so miserable once again sh**, I guess that's how it goes I guess that's how it goes Yeah I guess that's how it goes Waiting for the day to come I watch the hours go [Verse 1] And it feels like ain't nothing will change This the type of dream that he doesn't attain He felt it in a dream but it wasn't the same But this the type of dream that he does entertain Must be f**in' insane, but he's got nothin' to lose With nothin' to say, and nothin' to do And no one to call So sad is the reality he's waiting on a fantasy, it's a cla**ic catastrophe And where is the humanity in all of this? I'd like thank all the academy and god n' sh** Regardless, the calm is h*mogenously ominous Severely lacking confidence is causin' colosseum columns to topple on top of this And constantly causin' my thinkin' that it's all a risk Cause I don't rap anonymous like all those youtube comment kids But can't call it quits cause my calling is spittin' novel sh** I'm a man of my word and I intend to honour it but... [Chorus] Found myself in the thick of it once again Guess I lost myself in the thick of it once again Guess I saw ahead of me and I just tossed everything And got steadily oh so miserable once again Yeah that is what I did isn't it? Ughh... [Verse 2] I try and do it like a model and never follow the hive But the truth is that I'm hollow and it's just all a disguise I wallow in sorrow and never swallow my pride But it's all in his eyes so he gets called on his lies And then tomorrow arrives reminiscent of the last Every second every day he's reminiscing of the past Pessimism and a laugh, the present system is intact But I ain't ever lookin' forward, what's in store is all black And I reside in the grey Yeah, that's where I've decided to stay Where you left me is right where I lay Something of a homebody, but my mind is away On another planet, talkin' fully automatic Don't panic: that's what they told me, so I grabbed it And held it close. That's something I could never let leave Broke records, I attempt to get free but I... [Chorus] Found myself in the thick of it once again Guess I lost myself in the thick of it once again Guess I saw ahead of me and I just tossed everything And got steadily oh so miserable once again sh**, I guess that's how it goes I guess that's how it goes Yeah I guess that's how it goes I'm waiting for the day to come Yeah, I'm waiting for that day to come Yeah, and I'll be waiting for the day to come...