Chris Cella - $ailYourSoul lyrics

Uh J-S.A.N.D I'm just really sitting here like.. Thinking about my life Nothing better tio do (So whatchu doing?) [Chorus] Just reflecting on life What have I done wrong? What can I do right? What's wrong with a wrong when if it's gone in the night? Why do I not have rights? 'cuz my skin ain't bright And If a cop come at me stupid Why can't I put up a fight? [2x] [Verse] Lemme tell you a lil story bout a guy I knew The guy had as little courage as the sky was blue He couldn't even do half the things I could do He'd prolly seem like an outcast in the eyes of you Nobody would even listen to him at home Everybody was busy, he was just wishing alone Everybody had their hustle, his was rooted in school He was intelligent, evident he wasn't the white man's fool He was book smart, but he never quite put his theories up He never told anybody, they'd say he was delirious So much pain, he was starting to lose it before it started to ooze, he'd put it in his music He wasn't making a break, the damage was minimal You can only get so far with indirect subliminals But the kid had dreams, had wishes on fleek Other rappers were mad weak, had disses on sneak Fast foward a couple months, he was still tryna build He was looking for a squad, an army, even a guild Just a team he could vibe/ people he could grow with People to have his back because He'd thought he would blow quick But he didn't, nothing in life is promised success ain't all clean, it's hard to do it honest He wasn't boutta conform, youngin' wasn't a sell out So he put his soul on a raft and let it sail out