Chris Caulfield - Gripped lyrics

It's killing me softly But you consistently do Things that drive my brain crazy Damage I can't undo I try to keep it below You've been seeing How I'm breaking down I was floating, aimless Now I'm sitting down I'm counting backwards as I look in the mirror Envision lines inside my body as I'm consumed by fear And now I... Just when I take two or three This deep destruction sinks its hooks and gets inside of me It's flowing things in unmanageable levels Sometimes I don't know what is real and what's a signal to pedal But Hey Will you help me I'm digging deeper by the day and now I'm drowning I cannot describe what's going on inside my mind It's foggy and it's dark and I don't know which thoughts are mine So come on come on yeah Will you stop me? Downward spinning Low and down And then they running me up again Running me up again Yeah I, can remember a time When I was someone that could Lay it all on the line God I want to But this is complicated Like how they call How I fall Somebody told me "good and bad" will f*ck with your mind But all I feel is all these hands pulling at mine I was feeling it For the first time The only solution Is now in hindsight Coz f*ck it How supported and healed It's past the darkest times Down on my knees I will kneel See a future in we And I'm battered and weak Yeah, it's alright Gonna tear my soul open All these pieces they broken now Sittin' here hopin' now Hey Will you help me I'm digging deeper by the day and now I'm drowning I cannot describe what's going on inside my mind It's foggy and it's dark and I don't know which thoughts are mine So come on come on yeah Can you stop me? Downward spinning Low and down And then they running me up again Running me up again, yeah