Chris Brown - How I Feel lyrics

Yeah. Its how I feel (how I feel) Right. Its only me right? Ha I was 15, a Virginia n***a with ambition Young but I envisioned f**ing them bad b**hes Live my life with no regrets I try to show respect but you don't give it I guess you don't understand winning It might take me a lifetime to take it back And it might take you a lifetime to know the facts Yeah, just cuz we different don't mean we distant And if you k** a man ain't no way to bring him back Yeah, they say it's mind over matter But what we livin' for, what really matters? Some n***as silver spoons just on a platter And other n***as is doomed just for disaster All alone sleepin' in my bedroom As I wet the sheets momma gon' be dead soon Cuz her man beat her But he don't realize She important to this family like a f**in' heirloom Yeah, a n***a still found his way out A record deal came, that n***a played out My momma livin good, she takin' days out And sayin' boy all that hard work paid out 500 racks for an hour show But ain't gon never do no 60 minute interview Cause all you wanna do is twist my words up And all I wanna do is flip my birds up Kinda tipsy off that red rum MURDER I'm a singin' a** n***a know you heard of me Every day my clique stuntin' n***as talkin' down but I'mma make them pick they words up I done said all I had to say what else? co*k s**ers low blowin' under my belt Yeah they hangin' from the tip They tryna' get a sip Don't let them get a grip I'm pissin' on them myself 19 a n***a went through a tragedy 3 years a n***a just found a better me Yeah you might find another lover but you always started with Breezy like the letter "B" Nightmares feelin' haunted Thinkin' do I really like this star sh**? Ha, Because fame ain't freedom And this diamond chain only mean they hold you hostage Now I got a lot of offers Tellin' me to wear they clothes' and wanna be my sponsor, But When a n***a fall off again they be like "off em" And then they gonna smile up in your face just like "awesome" Great, wait, police and a thug cannot relate I guess that's why this war on d** is the debate So I'mma keep on livin' my life from day to day Learn from my mistakes..