Choke - Lifeline lyrics

Until this big revue I thought i'd figured out No release from the pressure Growing strong Confirmation from outside is a luxury But without i have to dig for the reasons Found to live inject my life with meaning Suffering from pains I needed a cure placed my attention In what could make a difference In my life all i wished for before Was a reason to go on Found in a tune hollow existence A grim prospect secured a distance And without i'm nothing Sometimes i picture a life A picture i can't have denied It with this therapy I use to define identity What's lost in me To where i realize has how been refined Security's no option Invested all i had against recourse Accepted rejection by decisions To ignore average life I was always so sure That the answer lay beyond the prescribed path Refused admission to my escape Provided the stage I need to realize/confirmed in my eyes