Chloe Chaidez - My Light lyrics

[Chorus: Chloe Chaidez] Maybe on a Sunday night, pop music in the acid light I remember when your sister died, slow motion on the satellite I remember I was lying in my bedroom, wishing that a love would come to me Flesh for fantasy [Verse One: G, The Wiz] I should've known better when you told me Said you were sick Don't worry, sh** happens I don't think you can never ever lose me Damn, that much is true Because every single night I still think of you Your mom, dad, and sis they all miss you I really wish this never had to be true Take me back to the time when we felt alive Lost in crime In the Arizona crash where we both survived And something in the stars made us align Despite the fact that opposites attract It was 2002 after 9/11 attacks I had the kind of skin that got blamed for that But we were in love with scars to match That we came from a past not many would have You saw me through my collar painted blue and a hat You were the kind of girl raised rich in a high cla** We began to see a life where our love would soar past Every politician spitting fear from loose facts Just because they rage war who the f** said I'm like that? That didn't even matter by the time we got back We lived like strangers down in sunny SoCal I guess who were afraid what they'd think of you And even if you said a word it'd be to late too… I'm sorry on my life that I couldn't save you I'm sorry [Chorus: Chloe Chaidez] Maybe on a Sunday night, pop music in the acid light I remember when your sister died, slow motion on the satellite I remember I was lying in my bedroom, wishing that a love would come to me Flesh for fantasy [Verse Two: G, The Wiz] And to be quite frank Sometimes I think the world didn't have to know Just how the story of our love will go They always ask me if had a girlfriend What does it matter; those friends are lose ends Why the f** does he write about girls he never met But if you knew me, know I'm not full of it All that bullsh** nonsense I had a good girl but the stars they fought Put us in a tight spot so they can test the lot Two young kids lost in a wild pool of thoughts As the world ticked on like the hands of clock I still get chills when the car engine shot I knew you knew then I did what was best If I had better grip I would've put it to rest It was at the high curb I knew I wasn't that blessed Ten years later at the scene of the accident I recall every sense it sticks like magnets The hate crimes live and I just cannot stand it And like sea shells I could hear the sirens I touched my lips I could taste the iron Thoughts come back I could hear you crying I wish you would've said that you were dying It's your story that got the fame, but still [Chloe Chaidez] (They don't even know your name) (They don't even know your name.) Rest in peace This is my eulogy I've lived a long life as I reach my thirties Sometimes I hold back on being flirty I'm still the same, but a little less lonely I went to Spain and I went to Paris You came along and it felt like magic My heart it floods like Monday traffic When I think of us and how we had it If I met you sooner, could've kept you safer But the odds of that were not in our favour The world itself is in constant danger No trust in the man on the morning paper I still fear that my skin puts me in danger They say love is the finest when you least expect it Between goals in life it's not an easy target So if you have it good never try to abandon You see I loved you so I put you first You're the only one who knew me at my worst Your smile never gave me a second chance to guess it But damn, I really do miss it