Chino Xl - Kreep (Video Version) lyrics

[Chino XL] I'm a creep I'm a loser (I'm a loser) You're so very special (You're so very special) I wish I was special (I wish I was special) But I'm a creep [Verse 1] What the hell made you think the sun rose And set in yo' a**, fast I remove you from my itinerary I tend to worry and exaggerate, becoming jealous At the drop of a dime, wanting to k** all womankind You are a perfect ten with the perfect tan goddess Who could sell Evian to a drowning man, honest She gave me chills 'til her mind went Beverly Hills Make cleverly deals, and now she think she Brooke Shields Hated my foes, now you one of they one-a-day hoes Used to search my ashtray for weed I smoked some days before I'm crazy over ever goin farther than just screwin 'em Making me feel like Joseph and Mary's hoein in Jerusalem Abusin 'em is how they wanna be treated they nosy too Should I just slap 'em like Scherazade told me to I'm unattachin, wouldn't you despise me If I couldn't hear your words and only judge you by your actions Your love counterattacks, unrealistic terroristic acts Like the Oklahoma Federal Building, I collapse I want her back, but I know that I can't force her Thinkin 'bout takin' my own life like Marlon Brando's daughter [Hook: Chino XL] I'm a creep I'm a loser You're so very special (You're so very special) I wish I was special (I wish I was special) But I'm a creep I'm a creep I'm a loser (I'm a loser) You're so very special (You're so very special) I wish I was special (I wish I was special) But I'm a creep [Verse 2] I'm back in town, stoppin it, makin prerogative home She too far gone, provocative as Sharon Stone Feeling crucified by the very nails I Made and drove into myself, pa**ed to the next guy Phones ringin in the middle of the night ("Who's that, nobody?") Your whole game is getting mad sloppy Meanwhile in my hotel lobby, my hobby is removing groupies off my body It's getting cloudy, smoggy, visibility low, foggy Four and a half years, I screwed up once But this ain't your first time, don't be a dummy You got champagne tastes with f**in beer money Fearing bummy, we had ups and downs, but managed Now the going gets rough - look how you vanished It proves that life is a comedian like Martin Short You standin next to me, I wanna file a missing child report To find the girl we'd always planned we'd run away together Pray together, had a child, swore we'd stay together You had your chance, should've been nice Your game is deader than Vincent Price Givin up your a** like you Heidi Floess f** your pink cop crossing guard obsession You're half-dressed, lookin like a Soul Train scramble board contestant (b**h) In my arena, should I fight or just leave her Catch a breather, it's enough to make me catch a seizure Catch a breather - Chino, do you even need her? Should I take the .380, a**a**inate her like Selena? [Hook] [Verse 3] Yesterday, I seen someone who looked just like you She walked like you do, so I thought it was you But then she turned around, confusing me Babyface couldn't bring no cool in me No Love Connection, channel five, no Chuck Woolery Us growing old together is what I envision You dealin with him, but let's not make no haste decision The mechanism is getting rusty, you won't trust me You claim that if I blow, I'll leave you for some model tall and busty I can't believe you placed this co*k above me wrong I know you like a book but I just cannot find what page you're on Now you put you in the middle, your voice is just a riddle Say you want me back, then change your personality like Sybil How hard I try, I just cry more With no reasons to live, many to die for Now as I sit in a smoky bar, the night about to end I'm pa**in time with strangers, but this bottle is my only friend Across the room, I see a couple with no cares at all Hugged up kissing, reminding me of us before our fall Her eyes so full of hope and pa**ion looking at her man The way you used to look at me when I just held your hand You gave me vast pain, to live in the fast lane I caught the last plane, to give you my last name I'm caught up, my family come first, that's how I'm brought up This tragedy's worse, than one I coulda thought up The couple stood up, I'm feeling drugged like I took mescaline The couple I've been watching all the time it was her and him {*echoes*} [Hook]