China Drum - All I Wanna Be lyrics

There's a time when I wish there were no words for it There's a moment when I think it's gone too far When I couldn't get round to even think of it I wish I hadn't taken this so far But you said it I never wanted to hear it You knew I couldn't bear it But still you kept on sharing it I've got a fortified right to fear it 'Cause I know this time you mean it If you ever place yourself near me It's gonna rip my head apart Cause, it's all I wanna be I realise I'm nowhere near it It's all I wanna be but I still grab my chance It's all I wanna see I see the gap but I won't clear it It's all I wanna take it's in my reach but I can't feel it It's never gonna be that way Cause everytime I'll do it my own way Today I took a look at my possessions Piled up in a room I didn't know This morning I woke up with no discretion I wish you hadn't taken it so far But I said it I wanted you to hear it You took it in your stride And now you're disappearing Cause, it's all I wanna be I realise I'm nowhere near it It's all I wanna be but I still grab my chance It's all I wanna see I see the gap but I won't clear it It's all I wanna take it's in my reach but I can't feel it It's never gonna be the same It's never gonna be that way There's nothing I could ever say 'Cause every time I'll do it my own way I've got a fortified right to fear it 'Cause I know this time I mean it If I ever place myself near you It's gonna rip my head apart Cause, it's all I wanna be I realise I'm nowhere near it It's all I wanna be but I still grab my chance It's all I wanna see I see the gap but I won't clear it It's all I wanna take it's in my reach but I can't feel it It's never gonna be that way It's never gonna be the same You can pin me to the chair and make me stay But there's nothing I could ever say To prove to you that it's ok It doesn't matter what you say You can pin me to the chair and make me stay But every time I'll do it my own way