Chimaira - Divination lyrics

I always searched for an answer for my convictions A troubled mind at 15 demonic visions I saw you rape dand beaten Who the hell is this monster that surounds my brain I try to make some sense of this, try to break the mold Divination A power I wish I did not have now I wake with sweat and bood scars of you dad choke I wake from this nightmare to find it's the truth Tell me now father what did we do I'll never understand your actions...never speak to you Don't try and correct your mistakes never trust in you Fake f**er, fake father die.