Chelsea Cutler - If I Hadn’t Met You lyrics

[Verse 1] If I hadn't met you Would I be all alone? Hiding in my bedroom Living life through a phone I'm scared of everything and everyone Everything I haven't done yet My head is in its own I was a dreamer but I hit my ceiling I lie awake stone cold most evenings Hit the bleachers instead of playing 'Cause I gave up when it got frustrating [Pre-Chorus] Then you find someone in your bed Who doesn't hate the things that go on in your head And out of everybody else that I met, it's you [Chorus] You, if I didn't have you I don't think I'd even leave my home Wouldn't have no place to go, go You, if I didn't have you I don't think I'd be the same I won't ever let you, let you go, go [Verse 2] If I hadn't met you Would I lie through my teeth Hiding all the rest You got the best part of me I'm scared of letting anybody get Close enough to have regrets I get if you wanna go I was a dreamer but I hit my ceiling I lie awake stone cold most evenings Hit the bleachers instead of playing 'Cause I gave up when it got frustrating [Pre-Chorus] Then you find someone in your bed Who doesn't hate the things that go on in your head And out of everybody else that I met, it's you [Chorus] You, if I didn't have you I don't think I'd even leave my home Wouldn't have no place to go, go You, if I didn't have you I don't think I'd be the same I won't ever let you, let you go, go [Bridge] My bed is so tired of me All the demons in my head are lying to me There's a war between myself and who I'm tryna' be Now I don't know how to function in society One, two, three medications Just so I can have a fu*kin' normal conversation I sleep better when I've been sedated I'm scared of everybody else and I hate it [Chorus] You, if I didn't have you I don't think I'd even leave my home Wouldn't have no place to go, go You, if I didn't have you I don't think I'd be the same I won't ever let you, let you go, go