Charm Farm - Terminal lyrics

Makes me want to break down and cry, But I'm just happy the man's alive Times is running out my friend Will you be happy again Do you feel what I feel? and do you see what I see as real? Then you're not crazy or blind... Makes me want to get up and scream Wake you out of your troubled dream Try... I try, but what's the use? I'll thank the skies for this abuse It's all right to need more. and it's all right to not be quite sure You've got a feeling that's pure, not terminal... I watched my father as he disappears from the world, and I watched my mother break down in tears, like a little girl But I swear to god that I will never surrender one f**ing smile Not because I'm strong, or because it's wrong But I'm my father's child... Makes me want to break down, and cry But I refuse, I'm gonna try Now I'm wondering what to do - I wonder if I'll be you Life isn't what it used to be. It never was, not that I see - Everyone dies, its all the same... we're all terminal