Charlotte Lennox - The Female Quixote (chap 2.6.7) lyrics

Containing an Incident full as probable as any in Scudery's Romances. Sydimiris, To Bellmour. If that Proof of my Gratitude, which I promised to give you, fall short of your Expectations; blame not the Defect of my Will, but the Rigour of my Destiny: It was by this only Way I could give you Liberty; nor is it too dearly bought by the Loss of all my Happiness, if you receive it as you ought: Had I been allowed to follow my own Inclinations, there is no Man in the World I would have preferred to yourself. I owe this Confession to the Remembrance of your Affection, of which you gave me so generous an Instance; and the Use I expect you will make of it, is to console you under a Misfortune, which is common to us both; though I haply have most Reason to complain, since I could not be just to you, without being cruel at the same time, or confer a Benefit, without loading you with a Misfortune. If the Sacrifice I have made of myself for your sake, gives me any Claim to the Continuance of your Love, I command you, by the Power it gives me over you, to live, and not add to the Miseries of my Condition, the Grief of being the Cause of your d**h. Remember, I will look upon your Disobedience, as an Act of the most cruel Ingratitude; and your Compliance with this Request shall ever be esteemed, as the dearest Mark you can give of that Pa**ion you have borne to the unfortunate Two thousand Years! Madam, said the Woman, in a great Surprize; Lord help us Tradespeople, if they did not alter a thousand Times in as many Days! I thought your Ladyship was speaking of the last Month's Taste; which, as I said before, is quite out now. Well, replied Arabella, let the present Mode be what it will, I insist upon having my Cloaths made after the Pattern of the beautiful Daughter of Augustus; being convinced, that none other can be half so becoming. What Fashion was that, pray, Madam, said the Woman? I never saw it. How, replied Arabella, Have you already forgot the Fashion of the Princess Julia's Robe, which you said was wore but last Month? Or, are you ignorant that the Princess Julia, and the Daughter of Augustus, is the same Person? I protest, Madam, said the Woman, extremely confused, I had forgot that, till you called it to my Mind. Well, said Arabella, make me a Robe in the same Taste. The Mantua-maker was now wholly at a Loss in what Manner to behave; for, being conscious that she knew nothing of the Princess Julia's Fashion, she could not undertake to make it without Directions; and she was afraid of discovering her Ignorance by asking for any; so that her Silence and Embarra**ment persuading Arabella she knew nothing of the Matter, she dismist her with a small Present, for the Trouble she had given her, and had Recourse to her usual Expedient, which was, to make one of her Women, who understood a little of the Mantua-making Business, make a Robe for her, after her own Directions. Miss Glanville, who imagined she had sent for Work-women, in order to have Cloaths made in the modern Taste, was surprised at her Entrance into her Chamber, to see her dressing for the Ball, in a Habit singular to the last Degree. She wore no Hoop, and the Blue and Silver Stuff of her Robe, was only kept by its own Richness, from hanging close about her. It was quite open round her Breast, which was shaded with a rich Border of Lace; and clasping close to her Waist, by small Knots of Diamonds, descended in a sweeping Train on the Ground. The Sleeves were short, wide, and slashed, fastened in different Places with Diamonds, and her Arms were partly hid by half a Dozen Falls of Ruffles. Her Hair, which fell in very easy Ringlets on her Neck, was placed with great Care and Exactness round her lovely Face; and the Jewels and Ribbons, which were all her Head-dress, disposed to the greatest Advantage. Upon the whole, nothing could be more singularly becoming than her Dress; or set off with greater Advantage the striking Beauties of her Person. Miss Glanville, tho' she was not displeased to see her persist in her Singularity of Dress; yet could not behold her look so lovely in it, without feeling a secret Uneasiness; but consoling herself with the Hopes of the Ridicule she would occasion, she a**umed a cheerful Air approved her Taste in the Choice of her Colours, and went with her at the usual Hour, to the Rooms, attended by Mr. Glanville, Mr. Selvin, and the young Beau we have formerly mention'd. The Surprise Arabella's unusual Appearance gave to the whole Company, was very visible to every one but herself. The Moment she entered the Room, every one whispered the Person next to them; and for some Moments, nothing was heard but the Words, the Princess Julia; which was echoed at every Corner, and at last attracted her Observation. Mr. Glanville, and the rest of the Company with her, were in some Confusion at the universal Exclamation, which they imagined was occasioned by the Singularity of her Habit; tho' they could not conceive, why they gave her that Title. Had they known the Adventure of the Mantua-maker, it would doubtless have easily occurred to them; for the Woman had no sooner left Arabella, than she related the Conference she had with a Lady newly arrived, who had required her to make a Robe in the Manner of the Princess Julia's; and dismissed her, because she did not understand the Fashions that prevailed two thousand Years ago. This Story was quickly dispersed, and for its Novelty, afforded a great deal of Diversion; every one longed to see a Fashion of such Antiquity; and expected the Appearance of the Princess Julia with great Impatience. It is not to be doubted but much Mirth was treasured up for her Appearance; and the occasional Humorist had already prepared his accustomed Jest, when the Sight of the devoted fair One repelled his Vivacity, and the designed Ridicule of the whole Assembly. Scarce had the first tumultuous Whisper escaped the Lips of each Individual, when they found themselves awed to Respect by that irresistible Charm in the Person of Arabella, which commanded Reverence and Love from all who beheld her. Her noble Air, the native Dignity in her Looks, the inexpressible Grace which accompanied all her Motions, and the consummate Loveliness of her Form, drew the Admiration of the whole Assembly. A respectful Silence succeeded, and the Astonishment her Beauty occasioned, left them no Room to descant on the Absurdity of her Dress. Miss Glanville, who felt a malicious Joy at the Sneers she expected would be cast on her Cousin, was greatly disappointed at the Deference which seemed to be paid her; and to vent some Part of her Spleen, took occasion to mention her Surprise, at the Behavior of the Company on their Entrance; wondering what they could mean by whispering the Princess Julia to one another. I a**ure you, said Arabella, smiling, I am not less surprised than you at it; and since they directed their Looks to me at the same Time, I fancy they either took me for some Princess of the Name of Julia, who is expected here to-Night, or else flatter me with some Resemblance to the beautiful Daughter of Augustus. The Comparison, Madam, said Mr. Selvin, who took all Occasions to shew his Reading, is too injurious to you, for I am of Opinion you as much excel that licentious Lady in the Beauties of your Person, as you do in the Qualities of your Mind. I never heard Licentiousness imputed to the Daughter of Augustus Cæsar, said Arabella; and the most her Enemies can say of her, is, that she loved Admiration, and would permit herself to be beloved, and to be told so, without shewing any Signs of Displeasure. Bless me, Madam, interrupted Mr. Selvin, how strangely do you mistake the Character of Julia: Tho' the Daughter of an Emperor, she was, pardon the Expression, the most abandoned Prostitute in Rome; many of her Intrigues are recorded in History; but to mention only one, Was not her infamous Commerce with Ovid, the Cause of his Banishment?